Unspoken.

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Stephiella.
18 years of age.
Melbourne.
Single.
Family.
Friends.
50% Assyrian. 50% Greek.
Indies.
Live like your at the top, even though you are at the bottom. <3

I burst into tears. I sit here wishing I could change what I’ve done to you and ask for your forgiveness but you’ve already given me way too many chances. And I would never I could never ask you to forgive me not after this. I know I’m not this person, the one that treated you badly. Disrespected you and that wished pain upon you. Cause really the person I am, Is the person who loves you with all my heart, that would cry every time I found out a girl said something to you that hurt you it would hurt me. I care too much about you and I love you like no other. And always will. Yeah I’d do anything to have you back in my life. To be there for you, to hear you say ” Stephanie I love you” just make me stop talking when I talk too much. But I know I’ve pushed you to far and I’ve said horrible things about you that aren’t true.
But what I know is true. Is that I love you and care about more then anything else in this world! And I know deep down inside you feel the same.

I say things I don’t mean when I’m mad. But fuck! I’d give the world to see you fucking smile cause of me. And only me.

I never wanted this to happen. This is what you wanted not me.